It was kind of funny. We both were actually waiting for each other's exams to end to ask for break up and it happens that my exams ended earlier than his... when he said " I don't really want to spoil your party mood" ... I already knew what he was going to say. hahahaha. And now we are.. just back to be friends. But one thing I can be sure, there will be no friendship between us after this relationship ended.
"Prepared doesn't mean it doesn't hurt".. what Shiki said was right. I was all prepared for the break up.. or was already planning to... but when it really happened... It still hurts... I cried. silently.. and for quite some time that night. But what to do? It's all over and I should get over it fast... because I don't to worry those who cares for me :')
The next day, outing with the SJCC people was indeed fun. Like a big family playing and running at Sentosa beach. No matter how I tried, I couldn't get that one thing out of my mind whenever I am alone... it's hard of course... there's no way a broken heart can be healed in one night... no way... on the way home... sitting in the bus alone... my expression became emotionless again.. humming the slow and emo songs... and telling myself... "It's enough, after this week, next week will be a brand new start"
and TADA~ I feel all better. V-day? screw that piece of shit 8D